
Last week, I talked about my testimony and my friend coming to Christ.
What I didn’t tell you was that one of us stumbled very badly after all these events had occurred.
Often when great things happen in our lives, we have a tendency to stumble. I know I do. Recently I have lost a lot of weight and have gotten a lot of compliments about it. Somewhere in my mind, I tell myself, “I am looking good now” and I forget what it took to get where I am. I find myself believing this self talk and falling away from the things that allowed me to lose weight in the first place. It works this way on our spiritual walk too. We take our eyes off the prize of our being in relationship to God through Christ, and begin to look back upon ourselves.
The story I told in last week blog caused a tremendous stir in the church I was attending at the time. I was asked to give my testimony to others in the congregation. The small groups’ pastor presented it as God working in our church. The head pastor interviewed me in front of the congregation.
It was very obvious that God was working in the events that had unfolded but I was proud of my role in it. I was too proud.
The more I told my testimony, the more I found myself taking credit for what had happened. I was relegating God to a back seat. I was the hero of this story and spoke with a “look at what I have done” mentality. I have to say that my walk with the Lord suffered greatly because of my usurpation of the responsibility for God’s action.
In my scripture reading, I recall an instance where something like this occurred as well. We all know Moses of Ten Commandments fame. God considered Moses as a special friend who he talked with day after day. Here’s a trivia question: Why was Moses not allowed to lead the Israelites into the Promised Land?
Moses took credit for something that God did. Moses disobeyed God’s directive. If you look at Numbers 20:1-13, you see the story of the waters of Meribah. God asks Moses and Aaron to speak to the rock in front of the Israelites, so that water would flow from it. Instead Moses does this:
…and Moses said, “Now listen to me, you who turn against God! Do you want us to bring water out of this rock?” Then Moses lifted his hand and hit the rock twice with his stick. Water began pouring out, and the people and their animals drank it. (Nb: 20:10-11 NCV)
Moses took the credit for the working of God in the life of the Israelites. God rebukes Moses for this and tells him:
But the LORD said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not believe me, and because you did not honor me as holy before the people, you will not lead them into the land I will give them. (Nb: 20:12 NCV)
In everyday life, it would be like taking credit for work done by your co-worker at the office and passing it off as your own. So often we can get so wrapped up in what’s happening that we forget who is doing it. As we move into
September Serve, I believe we need to prepare our hearts for serving God.
We must remember who is responsible for the things that are going to happen. We must remember the source of the miracles we will see is. We must honor God as holy before the people which means he comes first.
We all can do good things in the world for the wrong reasons. That is what happened to me in my case. Paul refers to it as “puffing up”. It comes down to the nature of our intentions for doing the things we do. It’s the why behind our actions. I personally was seeking approval and recognition not honoring God. The choice is clear, we either honor ourselves or we honor God. Where our heart lies determines the path we will travel. That is why the examples of Moses’ failing at Meribah and my failing in bringing my friend to Christ are good illustrations of we place our hearts. I discuss a bit more in a post on my blog called “
Shadow Mission.”
I will leave you with some scriptures to reflect on regarding your upcoming service and putting your heart in the right place as we prepare for
TWUMC's September Serve or any other service or missional role:
Don’t praise yourself. Let someone else do it. Let the praise come from a stranger and not from your own mouth. (PRV 27:2 NCV)
Be careful! When you do good things, don’t do them in front of people to be seen by them. If you do that, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. (MT 6:1 NCV)
On the last day many people will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, we spoke for you, and through you we forced out demons and did many miracles.’ Then I will tell them clearly, ‘Get away from me, you who do evil, I never knew you.’ (MT 7:22-23 NCV)
I (Paul) planted the seed, and Apollos watered it. But God is the One who made it grow. So the one who plants is not important, and the one who waters is not important. Only God, who makes things grow, is important. (1 COR 3:6-7 NCV)
Thanks, Brett, for sharing your Lofter's life experience in this blog.
I only add this for Lofters to consider: is your heart really prepared for service?
Until next time, Selah